Kazukidhiras

Aku ada separuh lagi. Orang yang seriously  sama muka macam aku. Aku syukur ada dia. Aku tua sikit dari dia dalam 3 minit je kot. Tapi according to my grandma yang keluar dulu itu adik(akulah) yang keluar kemudian tu kakak( my twin sister). She's currently studying med at Russia. And of course I'm still here counting days to fly. It's hurt to be left alone here by my half. But it's ok for me then. I believe my time will come soon. We are being separated by distances and oceans. SUBHANALLAH. Aku dapat sense yg dia sedang sedih or ade masalah. And so do her.  Aku syukur dan amazed gile kepada Ilahi. How come every time I have  problems with my life, Allah guides me through her by giving her the same problems to her ( not quite the same but almost ). Whenever i have my problems i'll consult to her. Telling her all the details of my life and  we can't stop chatting all day long. like there is no tomorrow for us to talk. I would tell her the same storie...

Unspoken rules for social media. Instagram, Twitter and Facebook. Aku memang tak faham. Aku memang menyampah tengok ( minta maaf ). Dan aku rasa, sesiapa yang nampak mende ni pun sama macam aku rasa. I'm not alone. But you are. Kau ingat apa yang kau buat tu betul la? Kau ingat apa yang kau post tu orang suka walaupun kau dapat banyak hati. Orang klik hati tu tak semesti dia suka. Kadang-kadang dia just nak like dari kau je. Ada ke patut. Berdiri depan cermin and tangkap gambar sendiri ( ni tak kisah la ). Apa yang dia buat lepas ni memang buat aku berapi. Aku scroll laju-laju pretend not to see. Gambar selfie dia letak caption pasal tazkirah. Macam pelik kan. Aku tak marah kau nak berdiri depan cermin tu lelama. Yang aku panas, kau senyum dengan tangan kau nampak aurat letak kepsyen pasal agama. Aku memang pantang tengok mende ni. Aku bukan nak dedah aib dia. Tapi aku nak jadikan kisah dia ni sebagai teladan. Aku memang akan like kalu kau letak gambar lain. M...

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To be honest I'm scared I don't know what to do I'm too weak to go through this path I'm confused to see the obstacles  I'm too blind to realize Is this path is the best for me? Do i have to fret and step back? Am i talking a wrong route? Is this my destiny? I kept questioning things I kept imagining the possible outcomes I kept stuttering I'm shivering Intimidated and hesitated The thorns kept hurting me The rough storm kept attacking me The huge waves is killing me The butterfly kept doing callisthenics in my stomach Tears are flowing endlessly Blood are running from my body He gave me strength A shield as a protector Against all the obstructions I took a deep breath Confidence boosted up in my heart I took the step I believed I CAN DO IT In sya allah