Kazukidhiras

Seeing the sakaratul maut with my own eyes can be frightening.  I can feel your last heartbeat.  I can hear you last gasping breath.  I can see the pain in your eyes.  I can see you limb were getting weaker.  I can sense your last day with us. Your stomach is pushing everything out. It is getting harder for you to inhale. You are unable to move anymore. It's heartbreaking to see you suffer like this. I know it's weird to cry over a cat. But she's not any ordinary feline. I've never seen such a kind and patient cat ever. Never steal anything at all. There will be no more Jenny. There will be no more waking up with you beside me. There will be no more laughter for us. You will be missed, Jenny.

Surah Aal-e-Imran, Verse 185: كُلُّ نَفْسٍ ذَائِقَةُ الْمَوْتِ وَإِنَّمَا تُوَفَّوْنَ أُجُورَكُمْ يَوْمَ الْقِيَامَةِ فَمَن زُحْزِحَ عَنِ النَّارِ وَأُدْخِلَ الْجَنَّةَ فَقَدْ فَازَ وَمَا الْحَيَاةُ الدُّنْيَا إِلَّا مَتَاعُ الْغُرُورِ Every soul shall taste of death, and you shall only be paid fully your reward on the resurrection day; then whoever is removed far away from the fire and is made to enter the garden he indeed has attained the object; and the life of this world is nothing but a provision of vanities. Mata terpaku. Melihat post di Facebook.  Terkejut tahap petala ke-9.  Hati terus mengepam darah pekat dengan cepat.  Berdebar.  Takut dan sedih. Buat-buat senyum dalam tangisan.  Nak cover.  Tidak ku mahu luahkan pada insan.  Aku ada Allah.  Air mata tak dapat ditahan lagi.  Berderu mengalir di pipi yang merah padam. Sekeliling tidak ku rasa lagi.  Macam hidup dalam dunia sendiri. ...