Kazukidhiras

Seeing the sakaratul maut with my own eyes can be frightening.  I can feel your last heartbeat.  I can hear you last gasping breath.  I can see the pain in your eyes.  I can see you limb were getting weaker.  I can sense your last day with us. Your stomach is pushing everything out. It is getting harder for you to inhale. You are unable to move anymore. It's heartbreaking to see you suffer like this. I know it's weird to cry over a cat. But she's not any ordinary feline. I've never seen such a kind and patient cat ever. Never steal anything at all. There will be no more Jenny. There will be no more waking up with you beside me. There will be no more laughter for us. You will be missed, Jenny.

The king has fallen. Time waits for no one. Buried deep in the stones. With no light of moon. With no warmth of sun. Took off the crown for the prince. The rise of the prince. Swaggered heading to the chair. With no doubt. With stunning steps. Endeavor to make a killing. Hesitantly lifting the diadem.

Menjauh dari permulaan. Mendekat pada pengakhiran. Tua dengan umur. Muda dengan ajal. Bertambah amal Atau hanya bertambah akal? Detikan saat berlalu Hanya berharap jam kaku Menghitung masa Mendarab pahala Membahagi dosa Teringat dahulu kala Sesal mula membara Cukupkah? Diterimakah? Atau Dilihatkah? Fikir. Lihat. Buat. Baru cakap.

Every night I close my eyes Every time I see darkness I frightened Why? I'm too scared that  There's no tomorrow for me I'm afraid that I'm no longer See the sunshine Be able to breath Open my eyes My sins are too many to count It's not like im afraid of death. Nope. But i wonder how can I survive  At the hereafter  I wonder what if my deed is not accepted? What if I'm carrying too many wrongdoings? Would this legs step in jannah? Would this eyes see His Raudah? Just take a moment.  Think If we can spend much time on dunya Why cant spend a minute. Remembering about death is the most brilliant person. Why? Because we are aware of our goal We see our vision  We already know what to do What? Do repent from sins And Dont repeat the mistake. Everyone is getting near to the end No one can escape Izrail is waiting

Surah Aal-e-Imran, Verse 185: كُلُّ نَفْسٍ ذَائِقَةُ الْمَوْتِ وَإِنَّمَا تُوَفَّوْنَ أُجُورَكُمْ يَوْمَ الْقِيَامَةِ فَمَن زُحْزِحَ عَنِ النَّارِ وَأُدْخِلَ الْجَنَّةَ فَقَدْ فَازَ وَمَا الْحَيَاةُ الدُّنْيَا إِلَّا مَتَاعُ الْغُرُورِ Every soul shall taste of death, and you shall only be paid fully your reward on the resurrection day; then whoever is removed far away from the fire and is made to enter the garden he indeed has attained the object; and the life of this world is nothing but a provision of vanities. Mata terpaku. Melihat post di Facebook.  Terkejut tahap petala ke-9.  Hati terus mengepam darah pekat dengan cepat.  Berdebar.  Takut dan sedih. Buat-buat senyum dalam tangisan.  Nak cover.  Tidak ku mahu luahkan pada insan.  Aku ada Allah.  Air mata tak dapat ditahan lagi.  Berderu mengalir di pipi yang merah padam. Sekeliling tidak ku rasa lagi.  Macam hidup dalam dunia sendiri. ...