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first step always be the hardest one

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intec.. i stepped  in the akasia residence reluctantly as i dont have any confidence to further my studies in intec.. i saw hundreds of new students that register on 30.6.2013.. they are much more better than me.. i kept asking in my heart.. in my deep deep heart.. O allah..did i make the right choice? am i suiting for intec? i scared.. and i hope this journey will end with a happy ending.. there are so many outstanding peoples out there.. i am so lucky that i got jpa.. but i always feel worried.. i dont want to disappoint my parents.. i pray to god.. with my heart soul and body.. please make ease things for me and my friends.. i am not alone.. i know i have you to help me.. i know that you always hear your obedient slave's dua' help me to go through this challenged journey.. please.. guide me.. dont let me wander around without your guidance.. i need your mercy and grace.. ~~allah is always there..just...