first step always be the hardest one

intec..

i stepped  in the akasia residence reluctantly as i dont have any confidence to further my studies in intec..

i saw hundreds of new students that register on 30.6.2013..

they are much more better than me..

i kept asking in my heart..

in my deep deep heart..

O allah..did i make the right choice?

am i suiting for intec?

i scared..

and i hope this journey will end with a happy ending..

there are so many outstanding peoples out there..

i am so lucky that i got jpa..

but i always feel worried..

i dont want to disappoint my parents..

i pray to god..

with my heart soul and body..

please make ease things for me and my friends..

i am not alone..

i know i have you to help me..

i know that you always hear your obedient slave's dua'

help me to go through this challenged journey..

please.. guide me..

dont let me wander around without your guidance..

i need your mercy and grace..

~~allah is always there..just keep praying~~