Kazukidhiras

Why are you so gloomy dear? I saw a frown on your face. I saw a stream of tears on your cheek. Tell me dearie. Get your chest open for me. I'll help you. or at least i have two ears to hear you. or at least i have my shoulders for you to rely on. or at least i have two warm hands to hold you tightly. or at least i have my smile to cheer you on. I can't help but feeling sad too. I can't help but trying so hard wanting to know your stories. I can't help but feeling helpless right now. But as you know. He sees. He knows. He hears. (12:86)   He said, "I only complain of my suffering and my grief to Allah , and I know from Allah that which you do not know. (12:86) O my sons, go and find out about Joseph and his brother and despair not of relief from Allah . Indeed, no one despairs of relief from Allah except the disbelieving people." Yup. After losing his two sons, the prophet Yaakub/ Jacob AS acc

kau minta. aku bagi. kau pinta. aku hulur. apa lagi yang kau nakkan? apa lagi yang kau mahukan? aku memang tak kisah memberi jika ada adabnya. jika wujud harganya. jika terdengar terima kasihnya. kau lupa agaknya.  dua perkataan itu. itulah kayu pengukur di mana hati kau. ego kah? atau zuhudkah? aku tak minta lebih. cukuplah dengan lisan. cukuplah dengan hati yang syukur. cukuplah dengan melihat engkau senyum. aku hanya nak dengar terima kasih --- itu sahaja kawan.

haa trial baru-baru ni amacam? *krik2* *krok2* i dont know what to say. or i dont know what to feel anymore. confused tho. yelah exam macam ke hape. stay up memalan kat rumah shifu. stay up minum teh hijau rumah jiran. macam zombie pun ade. housemates aku tak exam. tu pun sebab tukar jadi adfp last minute. suke lettewwww dak2 uk ngn nz n ausie gak yang terseksa. diorang cuti kiteorg ade kelas. diorang jimba kiteorang ade trial. hadoiiiii housemates bangun tengok aku terperuk kat meja. dia balik kelas i'm still there. dia makan, helloo i'm still right here. dia tidur aku still tengok buku. Bukan aku merasa tak yakin. just i feel like it's not enough for me to close the book. here's a thing. a hypothesis. the more you read, the more the thirst of the knowledge. so.... it's better if you don't read at all. KAN? tapi kan. baca tu mesti. kalau tak cane Tuhan nak bagi? kite mintak bukan sesaje. have faith and just believe tht we