He is the great planner

Today. I learned so many things. Thank you Allah. You are the best planner. You know what the best for me.

Let me tell ya about today. Actually I have a toastmaster discussion today. And you know what. I was really scared and nervous to go there. At honda headquarters.  Shah alam.

So. To gain strength.  And overcome my feelings. I performed salah istikharah last night.  I just plea on him. Worshipped him in my sujud.  I ask him. Is this the best way for me to polish my English?  Is this the good thing to me?

He is the best listener and planner. He's the most powerful. His power beyond everything. Who knows. He planned something for me. He knows that Im not ready yet to talk in the first session. In the first session. We have to talk about random topics in two minutes.  Wth! Only two minutes? 

Haha. Two minutes sounds easy and quick right?  But. When we are in front of people. Trying to talk about something random. Organise the ideas in our mind. It's a very very long time you know.

Actually we are the first batch that boarded on the car to go there. But. He planned this thing for me. My senior mistook us to the wrong place. It's quite far. So. Of course la kiteorang panic. Butterflies in my stomach kott.

We waited for the taxi for about 1 hour. We called them. We waited for them. Fuhh such a tiresome day. At last we arrived.  And it's getting in the second session. We only have to hear the experts talking.

I just have to do the introduction and opinion. Haha it's quite easy. Really. I dont really feel afraid or scared at that time. Thanks god. For giving me strength.

Surah Al-Anfal, Verse 30:
وَإِذْ يَمْكُرُ بِكَ الَّذِينَ كَفَرُوا لِيُثْبِتُوكَ أَوْ يَقْتُلُوكَ أَوْ يُخْرِجُوكَ وَيَمْكُرُونَ وَيَمْكُرُ اللَّهُ وَاللَّهُ خَيْرُ الْمَاكِرِينَ

And when those who disbelieved devised plans against you that they might confine you or slay you or drive you away; and they devised plans and Allah too had arranged a plan; and Allah is the best of planners.